Experience the Fullness

God has so much more than just that place of peace and quietness. There is sheer ecstasy and divine rivers of fire-filled flames of love that are ready to pour over those that are ready to receive. He said that He satisfies ALL of your desires and you will lack for nothing. What does the word Rapture mean? Think about it and ask God to take you there if you are truly ready to awaken love.
The saints knew God and they were filled with joy because God’s presence and glory are so awesome that joy can’t hide in doctrines and theological studies.
You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore. Psalm 16:11
We have such an awesome God! He is so good, and so faithful and exciting! He has been my closest companion for the past three years. We are inseparable lol. Get it? Because He lives inside of me. 😂
Lighten up and enjoy the good stuff that He has planned right now for all believers!!
Don’t know about Him, know Him! Experience the living God.

Do You Give Glory to God for What He has Done?

“So the crowd was amazed when they saw those unable to speak talking, the crippled restored, the lame walking, and the blind seeing, and they gave glory to the God of Israel.”

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭15:31‬ ‭CSB‬‬

How many times have you seen God do a great miracle, and you kept it a secret instead of giving glory to God and sharing it with others that would also benefit from hearing it?

What if we all took the time to reflect on all that God has already done for us, and we actually focused on it long enough to realize that we have already been given all that we will ever need to defeat all sickness, and overcome every obstacle, as well as do and see great works from the Kingdom of Heaven right here in our everyday lives?

I sought the Lord with all my heart, because I needed to know the Truth and to be set free from the fear and torment that had held me captive for so many years. I wasn’t just afraid of what might happen to me, but I was terrified of what might happen to the next generation of children growing up in foster care, or those children being sold by sex traffickers for disgusting and perverse works of evil. I was in agony over the lack of love that I saw everywhere in the world, and even more so in the churches. I was so focused on how bad things were and how quickly they were escalating deeper into darkness that I needed to let go of everything and just get away with the Lord for awhile.

The Lord spoke to me and told me that He wanted me to get away with Him for awhile and to avoid all negativity including social media and especially the news and all media. It was much more difficult than I thought to avoid negativity at that time in my life, but it was exactly what I needed to be of value to anyone later when the world was in total darkness and the people gross darkness. J

I stepped out of the world, and into the realm of abundant life! It was amazing and something that can’t fully be explained, but should be experienced and desired by all people to discover.

In that place of Shalom, I could hear the voice of God everyday with total clarity, and I could see the things that no one else could see or understand for some reason. (I am not sharing this to boast about anything that I did. I am sharing it to give glory to God for what He has always done and will always do to help His creation be awakened to love.)

I remember being so desperate to find God for so many years, but I truly had no idea where or how to find Him. I tried the churches, but He wasn’t in any of the ones that I went to back then. I tried to read the King James Bible, but I couldn’t stay awake long enough to try and figure out the strange dialect. I wanted to know more about a God who was real enough to help the hurting and turn a terrible life into a beautiful gift to others in need.

I found Him. He wasn’t hiding from me. He was waiting for me. He was eager to open my eyes and lift me out of the pit that I had been trapped in for so long. It was a pit of self-hatred, shame, guilt and mostly fear. Fear of everything and everyone. Fear of the unknown. I assumed that the bad stuff was bigger than the good stuff and that the world was never going to be anything, but a place of sorrow and suffering. I had seem only bad things for the last few years, and I was blinded to the good that was all around me. I couldn’t see all that God has done for me and how He was always available for me to ask Him for help. I only knew that when I prayed on those three rare occasions in the past ten years that He answered my prayers.

When I really opened up my heart and shared it with Him, He shared Himself with me in a way that I can never put into words.

I just want to leave this post with one question for the reader; How much is it worth to you to know and experience the God of all creation? I would suggest that it is worth everything and this life is nothing without Him.

A life of adventure awaits!

The Lord is My Help

“My God, I trust in you. Do not let me be disgraced; do not let my enemies gloat over me. No one who waits for you will be disgraced; those who act treacherously without cause will be disgraced. Make your ways known to me, Lord; teach me your paths. Guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are the God of my salvation; I wait for you all day long. Remember, Lord, your compassion and your faithful love, for they have existed from antiquity. Do not remember the sins of my youth or my acts of rebellion; in keeping with your faithful love, remember me because of your goodness, Lord. The Lord is good and upright; therefore he shows sinners the way. He leads the humble in what is right and teaches them his way. All the Lord’s ways show faithful love and truth to those who keep his covenant and decrees. Lord, for the sake of your name, forgive my iniquity, for it is immense. Who is this person who fears the Lord? He will show him the way he should choose. He will live a good life, and his descendants will inherit the land. The secret counsel of the Lord is for those who fear him, and he reveals his covenant to them. My eyes are always on the Lord, for he will pull my feet out of the net. Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am alone and afflicted. The distresses of my heart increase; bring me out of my sufferings. Consider my affliction and trouble, and forgive all my sins. Consider my enemies; they are numerous, and they hate me violently. Guard me and rescue me; do not let me be disgraced, for I take refuge in you. May integrity and what is right watch over me, for I wait for you. God, redeem Israel, from all its distresses.”

‭‭Psalms‬ ‭25:2-22‬ ‭CSB‬‬

Serve the Lord by Loving Others and Doing Good

ALL Christians must help the lost, the broken, the afflicted, oppressed, and even the people that have caused so much pain for others. People have to be told the Truth about Jesus and the good news that all people can be free of everything that they formerly could not be free of, and can freely come to the Father for reconciliation and be adopted into the family of God. All people have the right to be set free and reconciled back to the Father, but many don’t know that they are being called to come home right now. The gay and lesbian community, the agnostics and atheists, the drug dealers, sex traffickers, gang members, the people who openly declared they would never accept a God that would allow such awful things that happen in the World, and every single person from every nation in the World!

All people are welcomed to call on Jesus and be saved, and all of their sins and former life will be instantly washed away and God will not remember anything at all that anyone did once they accept Jesus as their Savior. That is pretty good news for all people, but I don’t think that many of them understand the urgency to turn to Jesus right now, nor do they understand that there is no other way out of here without Jesus.

I don’t know if I am supposed to share all of the things God said that day, but I want to make it clear that He told me three times about how people must turn and begin helping others right now. He didn’t say it with a carefree tone. He was very serious the third time He said it. I knew it was not going to be enough for people to just donate a few bucks in the offering bowl at church on Sunday and think they were doing good for others. But I was instructed not to force people or guilt people into helping and doing what is good and right. I was told to lead by example just like all of us are told to do by following Jesus. I followed Jesus and did what was written in the New Testament, because Jesus said to do it or we would see our lives crumble if we built them on any other foundation and way of living. It wasn’t hard to do those things because they were already in me as desires that I wanted to do. I was more afraid of not doing what was good and being displeasing to God than I was ever afraid of telling people how amazing Jesus is, and stopping to help total strangers on the streets. I knew God’s heart, and I knew that He doesn’t approve of our cowardly responses to people, because I had turned away from helping a young homeless girl about six or seven years ago, and I was later suffering from an issue that I kept insisting that God was going to heal and I didn’t need to see a doctor. Well one day when I was starting to worry about not being healed God spoke and said that I was asking Him to help me, but when He sent a person for me to help, I refused them and blocked them on my phone. He was right and I did it because I thought the girl was too damaged to bring to my house where my kids would be around her. I was so terribly wrong and I immediately corrected my wrong behavior and evil thoughts, and I was also healed immediately too! The girl ended up living with our family for a few years, and she is now finishing up her degree in criminal justice. She was 19 and homeless when God put her in my path. She aged out of Foster Care and had no one to help her. She had been abused and gave birth to her step dads baby at age 11, but not before her mom tried to kill her and the baby. A horrific childhood that seemed too much for me to know how to help her. God didn’t need me to fix her. He needed me to love and keep her safe with a home and family. He loved her so much that I was heartbroken to think that I could ever have pushed her away when she desperately needed help. I have taken many strangers into my home since then even if just for a chance to let them shower and get clean clothes and some food. It is so hard to see people hurting and alone on the streets, so I go around and help them as often as I go out. Sometimes it is only to find specific people that God wants me to find, but sometimes it is to feed the masses of homeless in Phoenix. I am not sharing this stuff for my benefit. It is of great importance to all the churches and the people to understand. God expects us to do big things like -open our homes to the homeless, -foster the children in state care. -Adopt those that have no families or chance of being reunified with their birth parents. -Skip the vacation in order to pay for a single mother to have electricity for the summer -Buy new clothes for the children in foster care -Lower the rent for a struggling family living in a home that you own. -Purchase an apartment building for a nonprofit to create housing for youth aging out of foster care. -Stop buying more sports cars and expensive jewelry and start building up the ruined cities and countries like Honduras or Venezuela. -Fund a home for unwed pregnant teens so they don’t think they have to abort the baby because they have no where to live if they keep it. -Go to court with the young people that are locked in jail for minor offenses and have no one to support and help them, because they were homeless and on drugs. -Pay for those same people to be released from jail so they don’t have to spend a year in jail waiting for their cases to be resolved. The majority of these young adults are from the foster care system and they are unable to get free from these pits that the enemy has made unless people like us step in and pray and help. The bail money is mostly under $1000 and usually $100, so there is no reason for them to sit in jail for 16 months because they couldn’t come up with the $1000 or the $100 bail. It costs the taxpayers an insane amount of money for these kinds of injustices, but those people are told they must pay massive fines even after being released to cover those expenses. It is all a ridiculous broken cycle created by the devil to destroy the poor and make it look like the rich and the political leaders are to blame for it all. The division and chaos is not supposed to take down the Christians, but the people of the church are supposed to take it down with the authority given to all who believe. It is time to begin praying and seeking to know what God wants you to do and how you can help right now. It is going to be a wonderful celebration when we are all free and leaving behind the old for a brand new home with God

You Will Know the Truth and the Truth Will Set You Free


“Since therefore the children share in flesh and blood, he himself likewise partook of the same things, that through death he might destroy the one who has the power of death, that is, the devil, and deliver all those who through fear of death were subject to lifelong slavery.

Therefore he had to be made like his brothers in every respect, so that he might become a merciful and faithful high priest in the service of God, to make propitiation for the sins of the people. For because he himself has suffered when tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted.”

‭‭Hebrews‬ ‭2:14-15, 17-18‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Jesus is my Lord and Savior therefore I shall never fear death or destruction because Jesus conquered them, and he lives in me, so how can I not do what he did when he is in me?

My dad used to live in constant torment and terror because of the fear that came from medical diagnosis and words of death that were spoken over him by medical professionals and others without understanding of the Truth. He would get so upset with me when I would try to help him by sharing the Truth. He would tell me that I didn’t understand what it was like to not be able to breath, and he swore that he would not be able to breath if he didn’t have all the correct medications and oxygen tanks the doctors prescribed to him. They diagnosed him with many things, but none of those things killed him. Sadly my dad’s last day was noted by him in a phone text to his girlfriend which read something like this, “I’m not gonna make it much longer. The doctor cut my prescription back and they will only let me have half of what I have been taking, because of some new law. I will never make it. I don’t know what I am gonna do.”

My dad died that day. He was home alone at my sister’s house where he was living at the tine. He asked my sister not to go to work, because he was afraid of being home alone that day. She thought he was just being a pain and told him that she had to go to work and that she would be off all weekend. She told him to call her son if he needed anything and he would be right over to help.

When my sister returned home from work that evening she found our dad’s lifeless body crouched between the couch and the coffee table. He had his shirt over his head as if he was trying to remove it, but collapsed instead. Her son realized that his phone had been dead all morning and quickly tried to call to check on my dad when he finally had the service back on, but he couldn’t get an answer. He showed up to find his mom a sobbing mess and his grandpa being taken out by the paramedics. They were both hysterical and full of shame and guilt.

It was a perfect plan of the enemy to try and destroy our family completely, or so he thought. It would have been very easy for me to blame my own family members for not taking better care of our dad, or blame the government and the laws that are all harmful and hindering the people, but what good would that due? He was gone and they were already falling apart, and the government was all run by the people in need of understanding.

When my mother died a few years earlier my sister came to town and told my mom how she would protect her and would never let anything bad happen to her again like had happened under my care basically. Those words stung and they caused me great sorrow and torment for three years, but then I gave them to Jesus, and he immediately removed all of that heavy weight of sorrow that I was carrying from her words. It literally came out of my body and went away. I never felt it again and couldn’t cry about her death any longer after I released that pain to Jesus.

I forgave everyone that was involved in my mother’s early death, and I started a new life in Christ. A life that was no longer bound to the words of others and one that was no longer able to see the bad in everyone. I had new eyes and a new heart that could only see the good in people and the things that God wanted them to see and know rather than all of the negative reports and evil that they were being fed each day by the world.

My heart was pure and my eyes were clear to see what was really happening each day. I could hear the Lord very clearly and was led by him everyday in what to pray and what to do. I was so hungry for the Truth that I would lock myself away for hours a day to read the Bible. It was a daily adventure of learning a whole new life and a better way to think and see things.

What was once a timid and fearful woman afraid of her own shadow had almost instantly become a mighty warrior that was destroying the kingdom of darkness with faith filled prayers and words of life that were spoken over the afflicted and broken lives everywhere I would go each day. The world was no longer a place of torment and fear for me, because I had the King of Glory with me and He was my help. If God is for us, whom shall we fear?

That being said, I was able to speak words of healing and hope to my sister and her son and pray God’s divine peace over them both. My dad’s death was nothing like when my mom died. In fact, I couldn’t even cry at the funeral, because I was so happy for him. I knew he was in paradise and would never have to know fear or sickness again. I was able to comfort all of my dad’s brothers and friends as they were all feeling sorrow and fear over their own fate. I brought two of my uncles back to the Truth after they had turned away believing lies about God being mad at them, and my aunt was also saved and filled with the Holy Spirit before she passed the next year. They were no longer in fear or dread, but the whole family had changed because one person was willing to seek the Truth and no longer accept the lies of the world.

Poverty and misery were never God’s plans for their lives and they were all flourishing and doing wonderful in less than a year!

I tell you the truth when I say that we don’t have to accept the bad outcomes and the negative reports by the world, the government or the people. We are a free people when we know the Truth. Jesus is the Truth and He is still alive and working in the hearts of every believer. He and the Father came and made their home with me in 2016, and nothing can stop me from doing all that God has put in my heart to do now, because He told me that there was no more hinderances or limitations. Our God and Creator of the whole universe told me that He was arousing Himself and coming to help me. I didn’t read that in the Bible. I didn’t dream it in the night. That is what the living God spoke to me in an audible voice along with many other encouraging words of love and hope. He said He has loved me with an everlasting love and was well pleased with my life. My life up to that point had been nothing and done nothing, and I realized that it wasn’t about what I had accomplished like job and career stuff, but it was how I had lived to help others even when I didn’t know who I was yet. I still knew that you help people in need and you don’t do things that hurt others. You don’t focus on all the bad but you do what is needed to see good exalted and evil destroyed. It is evil to cause anyone to turn away from God, and many churches have done that, and just like the rest of the world and the people, even the churches need to be fully awakened and walking and living in the Truth. If a person is doing wrong they can quickly be forgiven by repenting and turning to God for help.

Believing in Jesus is the best thing that I ever did, and asking for help when times were too hard to make it alone are the keys to making it through the good and bad days of life.

My dad said he was a believer and I know that he did believe that Jesus was God’s son and he died for our sins, but he never understood that Jesus is the treasure and glory for us right now who are living on the earth. Jesus is our ever present help and we are never alone here unless we choose to ignore the greatest blessing and gift imaginable by rejecting the free gift of Salvation through accepting Jesus as our Lord and submitting to his love each day. The Father is able to be with us because of the blood sacrifice of Jesus which makes us pure and free from all guilt of sin. It is strange to someone who doesn’t have understanding, but it is why you need to seek to understand and not just reject what doesn’t fit into your belief system. We are all part of something bigger and all of the lies and schemes of the world will soon be crystal clear and the people will no longer be led astray by lies. But don’t wait to see if you can make it without the Lord. Just surrender and be loved and helped today! Don’t die from fear and wrong thinking and words that snare you. Live and be filled with all that is good and right in Christ!

I know you aren’t supposed to write a novel on a blog post, but sometimes I can’t stop and it ends up incredibly longer than most people have the patience to finish reading. Make God your top priority and you will read what you need when you need it, and your tine won’t be wasted on nonsense that only causes more suffering in your thoughts and life.

Exalt Jesus and Let Truth Reign

“A warrior filled with wisdom ascends into the high place and releases regional breakthrough, bringing down the strongholds of the mighty.”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭21:22‬ ‭TPT‬‬

Let us declare the Truth and destroy the power of evil. God is good and He only does good. He has only good thoughts toward us and we must stop the evil words and thoughts that are nothing but wickedness trying to overtake and break us.

What the World Needs Now

Jesus Christ came into the world to reveal the true nature of the living God. He went around doing good and healing all who were sick and oppressed by the devil.

When we lift up the Lord with our worship and praise, He is able to rise up and destroy all of our enemies like; doubt and unbelief, poverty, shame and blasphemy or slanderous talk that is evil and destructive to all accept the devil.

When people slander others they are taking on the role of the devil and are against the Lord Jesus. The Father’s heart for his creation is that all of them be hidden inside His Son and drenched with His favor and blessing that continues to multiply and produce more good for others in need. When everything is working properly together in the body of Christ their is a common growth that brings to maturity and greater intimacy with the Lord

When we choose to love, bless and pray for those who cause us harm, we plant the seeds of righteousness and that is what is required in order to not have a harvest of weeds and and dried up fields that produce more failure and futile ways of thinking.

When your heart is plowed up by the threshers, you will know it and you will no longer live to hurt others, but you will live to be a source of support to those under attack due to ignorance or blindness caused through wrong beliefs or rejection of Truth. Closing our hearts to compassion and mercy of others is such a tragic loss to all humanity, because it is only in our compassion that we are able to receive the greatest of blessing. The more a person yields their heart and life over to God, the greater the Love will be experienced in all the world. God chooses to inhabit the people that He has called and set apart for Himself. These individuals are not only the Pope or other highly exalted leaders of men, but they are the weak and the forgotten ones that have seen many sorrows and been through times of testing and came out still willing to love and help even more. Love doesn’t reject anyone, but Love does not exalt evil or rejoice in the lowest ways of living. Love rejoice in the Truth. Jesus is the Truth! He came that we might all have life in its abundance. Abundant life is what every single human being alive today can receive and enjoy from this time forth and forevermore.

If we choose to follow the way of Jesus, we choose to lay down our lives and plans of success and worldly honors and praises by men in order to raise up the people around us by giving all we have to pour into them and see them expand and grow in love and faith for God’s Kingdom to come through.

So the key that brought Jesus from the grave to the seat next to the Father was while he was in hell for those three days, he chose to believe that God would do what He said, and even when it looked like there was no hope left at all, and the devil was laughing and calling all of his high ranking leaders to come see the Son of the Living God now the imprisoned slave to the underworld of evil.

As the place filled with evil and disgusting repugnant rulers laughed and got excited to see their evil plots and plans play out as they believed, the most amazing shift took place and what looked like the broken and defeated son of God being tormented forever, Jesus rose up with a pleasing theme on His tongue and the song that filled the room followed by his uplifted arms in worship and awe to the Father, was enough to invoke the flames of love.

Every face went from laughing and cruel gnashing of teeth to shrieks of shocking sizzling of their flesh.

The demons were torched by the flames sent forth from the hands of love that were reaching up to worship the Father of Love. As it is written;

“Set me as a seal upon your heart, as a seal upon your arm, for love is strong as death, jealousy is fierce as the grave. Its flashes are flashes of fire, the very flame of the Lord.”

Song of Solomon 8:6 ESV

Who wants to follow in that pathway of love that leads to a highway of holiness for the people to be completely free from anymore attacks and destruction by evil?

I tell you that your praise to God is more powerful than any and all the world could purchase to help rescue the poor and afflicted. When we worship in our most holy and pure reborn spirit and put off all thoughts of our flesh and what we are going through in the natural, we are able to bring kingdom of darkness to a pile of rubble under our feet!

It’s not what we have to do, it’s how we praise the Lord for what He already did that clears the clutter or chaos and evil out of the way and opens up a highway of holiness to rise up and be in the clear forevermore.

The revelation of how to overcome this world by the blood of Jesus and the word of our testimony comes through believing and trusting in love for others. God longs to see all the families in the earth blessed and prosperous, but the people don’t know what is needed, so they open their mouths and agree with evil instead of good is a dangerous trap, but we can pray for others and see God’s grace and love begin doing what no amount of preaching by man could ever do. He fills the people with the Truth through a supernatural gifting from heaven while the people are asleep.

Pray and believe and speak only blessing, life and love over your own family and self and over ALL PEOPLE and NATIONS. Don’t repeat anything negative that you hear to anyone else, but take those negative words and destroy them by speaking life words over them and they will fall to the ground unfulfilled! The more you can bind up the evil and release or loosen the good in its place the more peace and joy that will come to you and all those around you too!!

Even the cacti praise and worship with uplifted arms 🤣

Born Again Vintage

Last week we opened a thrift boutique called Born Again Vintage to help pay for housing for youth aging out of foster care in Arizona. With a store full of clothing that mostly came from the work that I started doing at the Department of Child Safety back in 2015, along with many people from the community pouring out donations to help, we are open and ready to help the people with all of their clothing needs!

With our low prices, you can buy clothing for a week for the same price that I spent on my lunch for two yesterday at a sandwich shop! Either we are under priced or the rest of the world is charging far too much for what they are selling!

The year that I gave everything to help the kids in foster care have a safe place to go while awaiting placement in foster care, is the reason that I am now able to open the store. It was five years ago when I had the opportunity to give everything in order to help the next generation have better, and I jumped at the chance to do it. The department of child safety was in desperate need of a new pathway and with a new director of the agency sitting next to me on a trip to the nation’s capital, I was asked to help him find a place to take the kids that were currently sleeping on the floor of an after hours office.

It was decided by the leaders at Childhelp that we would move forward and step up to ensure the children in our state received the best rather than the worst that life had to offer. I was determined to see an end to the brokenness of society and the damages inflicted on the people that were suffering for no fault of their own. I gave all of my time and resources to help create the first placement center in Arizona. The agency once had offices lined with garbage that people claimed were donations to help, would never again be forced to choose between a child being in danger at home or suffering from the trauma that would occur while being neglected and alone waiting for a family to take them home.

We created a beautiful place filled with the best toys, colors, decorations and people. With so many fun and uplifting surroundings, many of the kids never wanted to leave. It was a dream come true and it happened in less than five weeks from the day that I was asked to help. I was the only person that was there who was not being paid. Everyone else had titles and compensation for what they would do and give. I was there because God put me there so He could answer all my prayers. Of course being there multiplied all of my prayers to the point of overflowing God’s bowl. In fact, God told me that my prayers had filled His bowl and that He was arousing Himself and coming out to help me. That was in March 2016. That was also the first month that the number of kids in Az state foster care declined in over eight years. The numbers drastically decreased each month following. It was all noted as the success of the Director of the agency, and he went from being hated by all to praised and declared to be a miracle worker.

That being said, all of my free work and my endless prayers for them all, made it possible that they soon had so much support and help that they wanted me to take all of the extra donations they were getting to use to help the homeless, because I would go out at night and help the people on the streets, and the workers at dcs wanted to be a part of helping me do that. It is truly an amazing thing that the Lord has done.

The Lord has always made a way for me to be able to help others in need.

Soon I had a basement full of formal dresses and business clothes. No one needed them because the pandemic was keeping everyone locked up at home. I decided to open a thrift store and try to sell the clothes so that I could help the kids that were aging out of foster care and had no place to live or any support from family.

Here we are one week later and with around a thousand dollars in sales and mountains more donations, I do believe that the Lord is going to ensure that the future looks good for all the people who suffered and for those who have been so blessed that they can also be a part of doing good by donating and purchasing items from the store.

We are a 501c3 charity under Crusaders of Love Inc. The organization that I created in 2019 to help the homeless, so all donations are recognized by the IRS.

Please pray for us to have great success and to provide the best instead of the worst for the future of our nation!



True Happiness

If you really want to know how to be happy and live a life of wholeness where you are satisfied right now and not looking for the joy that you believe you will finally have in seven years when the debt is paid off or you find a husband and have a family, or you have that perfect job and success. Those things are extras, but alone they will never be enough to satisfy your soul and give you that feeling of joy on a daily basis.
There is only One way to find completeness, and it doesn’t cost you a penny, but it is more valuable than all the gold and jewels in the world. Until we find the perfect love that comes from God, we will always have an unfulfilled desire in our hearts, and we will never find anything to satisfy that desire in this earth. The reason is simple. He made us and when He did that, He gave us a desire that makes us need Him.
I see people working so hard to find that joy through everything from jobs, relationships, materialistic things, family, social status, but they refuse to believe that there could be a God that is able to become their most intimate best friend that not only wants to share your joys with us, but wants to cause that joy to be constantly increasing through the awesome gifts and love that He shares with those that really know Him and live in His constant presence.
I wouldn’t trade anything in the world for what I found when I found this perfect love, and I would even give away all that I have to follow Him anywhere He asked me to go in the world. That is how awesome this One is! There is NOTHING that compares to this awesome God of mine! He is not just for me, He is ready to make your life beautiful and complete also, and He only wants to help us have a better life. He has no strict laws as the man made religions have tried to convince the people for way too long, but He seeks mercy and love from us and that is it!
Wow a God that asks us to love each other and to forgive one another and to love Him above anything else doesn’t really seem that tough to me. I have walked through the fire and felt the heat of this world as it tried to melt my flesh, but then I discovered a God that promised to keep me safe and guide my every step to make sure I never fell into that scorching heat of this world again. He told me that if I could remove all of the negative from my eyes, than I would soon look up and discover that all of that evil was gone. He promised to fight my battles for me, and to lead me in joyous victories every single time!
Who is willing to give up the control and finally be a winner every single time they do something?
I know most of us think we are all good and that this fairytale life is just not possible, but I have a different set of beliefs that I received from God Himself and they not only promise me better tomorrow, but they give me a better today!
Anyone that really knew me a year or two ago, can tell you that I was a mess! Always late, and stressed out beyond belief, up too late, working so hard to save the world or at least the children in it from abuse and neglect, sickness and poverty, and that is still my passion, but now instead of losing every battle that I used to fight to help these little ones, I step out of the way and go straight to my King! I share my love to help and He shows me how to help in ways that cost me no wasted time and worry, but have an Impact far greater than anything that I could ever do on my own! He is the One that gave me this passion, so of course He knows what I desire to see and He is eager to give me all of the desires of my heart.
I just wanted to share this because a few people have asked me how I can be so confident that I am believing the right way or the correct God. I know for a fact that there is only One creator of the universe and all that is in it, and I have read His “how to guide” which is that wonderful book covered in dust in many homes called the Bible.
Do we have to read it to be a Christian? You don’t have to do anything but believe that Jesus is who he said and that his blood was enough to break every chain and give you freedom.
So if you don’t choose to read the Bible, you will miss out on an amazing gift that never stops giving, and you will never have all that Jesus paid for you to have in this life and you will probably die too young and be sick in your body, but it’s up to you how you want to live or die. I chose to live and so I read the words of life and I read them daily for encouragement and to keep my faith strong in the Truth.

Praying for Grace and Mercy

When the world seems like hatred and division are bigger than Jesus and the Church, we need to pray for God to give more grace and mercy to the people, so they can walk out of the blame game, and begin healing and growing in the right direction.

The news stories thrive on negativity and they manipulate reality to cause the people to live in constant turmoil and strife. If there was really a need for people to know most of the things that the media bombards the public with, there would be a reason to watch the news, but the Truth is that most stories reported are nothing of value to anyone that takes them in. In fact, most of the hatred and evil comes from the twisted version of the so called “News”.

From personal experience of being married to a political leader in Arizona, I have watched time and again as the media works to push an agenda that is absolutely opposed to what is really happening. When I was a volunteer and advocate for the children in state foster care, I saw how every negative story that came out against the workers at the Department of Child Safety was pitted to cause the public to hate and blame. The news would tear down every good thing that was happening and they would use slanderous attacks of the people to try and build a story to keep the kids in foster care even further oppressed.

When I was asked by a reporter how the crisis of so many kids in state care could ever be solved, I smiled and told her it would not be solved by man, but God would provide the needed solutions. The reporter looked at me like I was insane and wanted to know what that meant. She immediately wanted to take it to mean that there was no hope and no one would be able to change the current situation from destruction to hopeful and healed outcomes.

It was less than a year later when the news stories changed from blame and shame to declaring “Nothing short of a miracle” had occurred with the AZ Foster Care System. Did they begin to praise God for what He did? No, they still looked for everything they could highlight that was not perfect. When they couldn’t find anything to accuse the department of child safety and the leaders of, they turned the stories to start blaming the parents and people. When that didn’t work, they took up a huge research project to focus on and sift through everything they could get ahold of from the requests made to the people for help, so they could build more cases against anyone that would give them some sort of glory for bringing out the “News” that the people need to hear!

With that being said, I ask you to think about the stories you hear and see on the news and consider how they impact your perspective of the world everyday. If they leave you feeling worried, annoyed, angry, or any other toxic emotion that has no peace with it, why would you continue to allow the media to poison your thoughts and pollute your heart with all that is destruction and demonic?

We don’t have to live in the filth and mire of misery and her messages. We can live in the light of Christ and walk in the peace of God which brings hope, faith and love that leads us to be grateful and blessed.

Hear, Believe and Do!

In 2018, there were more than 850,000 abortions in the United States. The land of the free? Home of the brave? Let us not forget that freedom is not to murder, but to live free from the corruption of the world.

There are no circumstances or situations that are too much for God to heal, help, provide, prosper, make a way or cover in mercy and grace.

No one has to ever be overlooked or forgotten, and there is no reason that a state or our nation should ever be tearing people apart or working to destroy people or their property.

Rioting and revenge are not the works of God. They are the work of the devil. The devil is not the one that we should ever be exalting in this nation. We declare that we are, “One nation, under God, indivisible with liberty and justice for all”, so let’s believe that and stop working to destroy and do what is good instead of following the error of lawless people. The enemy came to kill, steal and destroy life. Jesus came so that we might have life more abundantly. Who would you like to exalt as your Lord? The one that kills life or the author of life?

Believe and understand that God is always good and all who do good belong to Him. If you are acting like a murderer and slandering others and speaking falsely, STOP! Turn from wrong thinking and living and turn to God and be saved! The Redeemed of the Lord are given forgiveness for all of their sins, so they are not subject to sickness, condemnation or judgment by this world.

Encourage one another and build one another up. Don’t seek what is in it for you, give all that you have no matter what you are called to do. Don’t do a half-ass job and complain later about how things went wrong. If you want to see it done a certain way, do it yourself, but if you want to see it done right, ask God to be your partner and let Him lead! “Don’t be afraid. I am here to help you.”

Isaiah 41:13. God will come and help you do the work of transforming things from evil to good. Do you know what is required to have divine intervention on anything? Asking God for help. Isaiah 30:18 “Therefore the Lord waits to be gracious to you, and therefore he exalts himself to show mercy to you. For the Lord is a God is justice, blessed are all those who wait for him.”

God was eager to help me do the work needed in my state and wherever we would go together. He loves being together and blessing the people with good where evil once destroyed and left ruin.

If you know the Truth, start acting like it and speak what is right and not exalt what is NOT God’s Truth!

Truth: “No weapon formed against me will ever prosper”

Those who believe in Jesus will do the works that he did and even greater works…heal the sick, raise the dead, cast out devils…

Jesus said, “Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over ALL the power of the enemy, and NOTHING shall hurt you.” Luke 10:19

Chapter on Covid19 and all sickness

Sickness should not be exalted ever! Exalt the Word of God and you won’t be sick! “By his stripes we were healed” “I will not forget any of your benefits Lord. You heal all of my sicknesses and forgive all of my iniquities…” “He sent His Word and healed them all” Jesus was the Word of God manifest in the flesh! Receive your healing by receiving the Truth!

“My people perish for lack of knowledge.” “You will know the Truth and the Truth will set you free”. Jesus is the Truth! Know him by opening your heart to receive Him and asking Him for the Holy Spirit to direct your life in the correct pathway of all Truth. Don’t fall for the deception of the devil anymore! Know what is God’s will and stand firm in that Truth! God does want to heal you, He does want to bless you with hope and a good future. He provides for, He delivers from all troubles, He heals ALL, forgives ALl, endures All, Hopes ALL, believes ALL, He doesn’t insist on His own way, and He doesn’t rejoice with evil, but He rejoices with Truth.

Don’t trust in oppression and you won’t be oppressed!

Don’t exalt sickness and you won’t be sick!

Don’t speak lies and you won’t be trapped in lies!

Know the Truth-The Living Word of God! It is alive and will fill you up to a new life with a new way to see and hear God, and to overcome this world and all that is fallen with it.

Don’t pretend to know what you don’t know. Humble yourselves and seek God’s righteousness first! It’s not the last resort option to pray! It should be the first thing people do when they see danger for self or anyone! A car wreck-don’t just stare as you pass by and take photos to tell everyone how awful the wreck was that you saw. Pray immediately for divine intervention so the people might not die, or be in terrible agony, but have the help of God!! Just use your mouth for prayer and stop using it to cause harm to self or others by speaking negatively. Negativity is the work of the enemy and will keep people locked in misery, so AVOID it!!

Bless and pray for ALL!

People are cruel and hurt you? PRAY for them! Ask for blessings for them, because blessed people don’t seek to hurt others, but hurt and broken people are only seeking what they can get and take and not what they can do to help others. You are broken when you are living away from God. You don’t have to have it all together if you ask for Jesus to take over your life, but if you ask for a murder instead, you will put out whatever you take in to your heart.

Close out the evil and open up for the King of Glory to enter!

I am posting this for the people that will read it and be saved right now. God knows what you need to read today, and He will always lead you to find Truth and be saved. May God bless you and deliver you from all your troubles today!

I Crave Him


Only Believe


Jesus is Lord. Call on Him and be saved!

He is the only One that will never fail to help you no matter how bad you messed up!

He is good and will always do good for you.

It’s All About Jesus

Jesus is beautiful.
He is so good and so generous and kind. He gave us everything when He took our place and bore our punishment. How about we acknowledge him and ascribe glory and honor to his name everyday?
People must choose to believe and accept the Truth that God is love and He created man in love and in His image to be in union with God.
Jesus is the example of what a son should look like. Obedient, fervent in prayers, focused on the plan and purposes of God and not the will or submission to leaders that rule in error against God’s Word. Jesus chose to give up His life as an act of love and obedience to the Father, so that all the world might be saved from the evil work of the devil.
The devil was stripped of all power and authority and is not able to come in and destroy unless someone opens the door for him.
How can we close all the doors that currently are wide open for the enemy to attack and bring ruin and devastation on the earth? We begin by repenting and changing the way we think and view things. By taking the Word of God and making it our own. We accept the Word as our Lord-Jesus Christ, and we allow the Holy Spirit access to begin working in us and through us to fulfill the plans of God for our lives.
There is good fruit that comes from abiding in Love and walking in union with the Father and Son through the Holy Spirit connection. The Holy Spirit will lead us into all Truth and guide us away from the works of evil.
“You have not, because you ask not.” What is it that you need? Why would you wait to ask God for help in your time of trouble? Ask for what you need and it will be given to you, but don’t ask in unbelief. Ask in faith and don’t waiver. Know that God is good and that He loves all of His creation so much that He sent Jesus to die and bring the people back from the path of hell.

When sickness somehow manages to be exalted to such an extreme level that fear is unleashed on the entire world, it’s time for the people in every nation to repent and turn their hearts and hopes back to God. No man can cure what he didn’t create. Only God knows what is needed for every life to be set free from the bondages of evil. Sickness is evil and it requires an open door to come in and wreak havoc on the people.
Standing in the Truth means not accepting those things that exalt themselves above the Word of God.

We can’t control people’s thoughts, and therefore we can’t control when or if a person is going to do something evil. What we can do is pray fervently for all people and all nations to be opened up to the righteous judgement of God and turn from their wrong thinking. A thought will eventually produce an action or emotion that will grow into good or evil. We don’t want to teach people how to be in fear, doubt and unbelief, so why would we remove all prayer and bible teachings from the school curriculum? Why would we do everything in our own efforts when it comes to being healed of a sickness or creating communities that are safe and promote good for all? Why not allow God’s plans and purposes that create loving and safe communities where no one is rejected or overlooked?

If you are alive, you have a purpose and should be doing work for God’s Kingdom to be established here as it is in Heaven. There is no sickness in Heaven. There are no poor, broken and bitter people in Heaven.
God is good and His ways and thoughts are higher and better than the thoughts that come from the earthly mind. If we don’t know the Will of God, we pray and seek to know more from God. We have the Bible that is filled with who and what God is like as well as the beauty of creation that declares God’s goodness everyday with the sunrise and sunset.
Don’t reject what you don’t understand, because it is in pride that Satan was cast out of Heaven. When he tried to exalt himself above God and make himself like the most high, he was thrown down and locked out just like he caused man to be forced out of the garden of eden with his deception to Eve in eating the fruit that caused the fall of mankind.

Scripture says that the accuser of the brethren is Satan, and that he accuses them night and day. Who do you think is at work in the courts and with law suits against others, or when there is a backlash or attack against a person or group of people? When there is slander against a person, or the media reports stories that exalt everything that is negative and cause the people to be in constant turmoil and fear, they are being led by the spiritual forces of darkness. Anyone led by the Holy Spirit of God would know that it is evil to speak words against God’s creation, and to exalt things that are nothing while ignoring the clear solution to every crisis or problem facing the people and the future of humanity.

Man does have the power to create and destroy, to build up or tear down structures, lives, lands and even destroy the entire world, and that is what would have happened already if God didn’t love us so much to provide us with the way to escape. The way out of a life bent on ruin and devastation that comes through corruption, greed, envy, foolishness, laziness, arrogance, self-centeredness, self reliance, self exalting and ultimately self destruction. Man must surrender their carnal thoughts and actions that possess those desires and take ahold of a Spirit filled life of peace, joy and hope that trusts in God’s finished works. Believing and declaring over their lives the promises of God to see the manifestation of abundance in everything that is needed to thrive and build up those around you to do the same.
They think it is a waste of time to learn or study the Bible, but they also think that their money and success is what this life was meant to be. They think they are solving world issues like climate changes and world peace, but they don’t have peace themselves, nor do they know how the climate is able to change and sustain life on its own.
They laugh at the people that put their faith in God, and they mock them and God with their words and teachings, but they are without understanding and in need of help, because they are doomed to eternal hell apart from God. They don’t know that it is God that creates and provides all that was ever needed, but they will one day understand and it won’t be what God wanted for them. God is ready and willing to bring them all into His house of healing love and mercy and offers them forgiveness as soon as they ask, but will they ask? We know from scripture that not all will turn to God for help, but many will remain lost from God.
Is there anything more that could be done to bring them all home?
Honestly, if everyone would pray for their enemies and all who have hurt them and caused them to suffer, there would be millions more that don’t have to suffer eternal punishment separated from the presence of God.

They don’t even realize that they are already living in hell, because they have no hope once their money is gone, and the things of this world begin to disappear from them including their family members and their health. They will likely lose their minds and their misery will be masked under confusion and delusions of reality.

The blood of Jesus paid for sin, accept it and be forgiven! Repent and turn to God’s plans and purpose and live peaceably in a higher realm.

Speak the Truth and Live

As He is, so am I. Through the anointing power of the Holy Spirit, and the confession of my mouth, “I can do all things in Christ who is my strength!”
“The Lord preserves and keeps my life. I dwell in his safety. He keeps me in perfect peace as my eyes are on him”
“I lack for nothing in Christ I am above and not beneath! If God is for me, Who would dare be Against me?!?”
“The Lord gives his angels charge to watch over me in all my ways. They shall bear me up on their hands so that I don’t smash my foot against a stone”

“The peace of Christ rules in my heart. The spirit of the Lord is upon me. He has anointed me to preach the good news! To declare the favorable year of the Lord. To set the captives free, heal the sick, raise the dead…He has been given all authority in Heaven and on earth, and in His name, I drive back my enemies and expose the works of darkness. Nothing by any means shall harm me. In Christ, I am eternal and my reward is the undeserved, unmerited favor of the Lord on my life from this time forth and forever more! The hand of blessing of the Lord is stretched out upon my head and life! I am mighty in Christ to the pulling down of strongholds and taking captive every disobedient thought to the truth of Christ.”

God is higher than us, but he comes down low to revive the languishing soul with encouraging words of love and hope. Then He takes us up above those negative thoughts by seating us in Christ in heavenly places!
Seated in Christ, we have already overcome this world!
We have all that we will ever need and simply need to push through wrong thinking that binds and torments too many, and causes so much frustration. The reason the people speak scriptures over negative circumstances is to break off those wrong things with the Truth.

“The prayer of a righteous man has great power as it is spoken!”

I will call those things that are not as though they are, and I will see the fruit of my lips become a great blessing for me and my city.
Speak Life by agreeing with God’s Word, and create a beautiful harvest of love every season! Blooming the most fragrant and delightful fruits that create the best wine for the end time!

The key is the believing part! The Word (Jesus) also says, “These signs will accompany those who believe: in my name they will cast out demons, they will speak with new tongues; they will pick up serpents with their hands; and if they drink any deadly poison, it will not harm them; they will lay hands on the sick and they will recover.”
Mark 16:17-18
Jesus also prays to the Father and says, “I do not ask for these only, but also for those who will believe in me through their word.” John 17:20.
If you believe in Jesus, because you heard the Words of life and accepted them as the Truth (Jesus is the Truth, life and way) you are also granted access into God’s Kingdom through the faith you have to believe that Jesus truly was who he said and His Words are Life, so Believe and accept them. He paid for us to be healed, whole and fellow heirs in the Kingdom of God. It’s not a fairy tale. It is the Truth, but if you don’t believe, you will have what you believe in. I have Christ in me, but no sickness. I don’t believe in sickness, and I don’t allow other people to tell me that I should go to the doctor for check ups “just in case”. There is no “just in case”. God’s Word is Either absolute Truth or not. If your thoughts question “maybe God didn’t really say that about me being healed or maybe it was just for others but not for me” those thoughts are from the devil and therefore you must refuse them!
We need to remind each other always that God is in us and how can we be sick when God is in us? Tell your mind what is True and only accept God’s Truth and you won’t be open to accepting every other negative report from people who are “experts” but their expertise is without godly wisdom and knowledge of the Holy one.

So maybe we should be asking, “who needs us to come and lay hands on them for healing?”
We are the solution to the virus. We are the vaccine! Those who have the Truth are always the Vaccine to all issues in this world. I am not bragging, I am speaking the Truth. I have plenty of oil in my lamp to help light the path for any in darkness to come out and be healed. I spent the last four years gaining wisdom and being taught by the Lord. I might not be ordained as a preacher, or have a degree in theology, but when God called my name in the middle of the night, I arose and went with Him to be taught and to pray for all people and nations. When the Holy Spirit led me to people in need, I helped them. When I saw things that didn’t align with God’s Word, I prayed, they might be corrected.
I am not perfect, but Jesus is, and He completes me so that I am without fault in the presence of my Heavenly Father.

“The tongue of the wise is health” Proverbs 12:18

When you can do nothing more, stand and don’t give in to follow the crowd in unbelief, but hold fast to the Words of life!

The Lord is Our Righteousness

“Behold, I will bring to it health and healing, and I will heal them and reveal to them abundance of prosperity and security. I will restore the fortunes of Judah and the fortunes of Israel, and rebuild them as they were at first. I will cleanse them from all the guilt of their sin against me, and I will forgive all the guilt of their sin and rebellion against me. And this city shall be to me a name of joy, a praise and a glory before all the nations of the earth who shall hear of all the good that I do for them. They shall fear and tremble because of all the good and all the prosperity I provide for it.

the voice of mirth and the voice of gladness, the voice of the bridegroom and the voice of the bride, the voices of those who sing, as they bring thank offerings to the house of the Lord: “‘Give thanks to the Lord of hosts, for the Lord is good, for his steadfast love endures forever!’ For I will restore the fortunes of the land as at first, says the Lord.

“Behold, the days are coming, declares the Lord, when I will fulfill the promise I made to the house of Israel and the house of Judah. In those days and at that time I will cause a righteous Branch to spring up for David, and he shall execute justice and righteousness in the land. In those days Judah will be saved, and Jerusalem will dwell securely. And this is the name by which it will be called: ‘The Lord is our righteousness.’”
‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭33:6-9, 11, 14-16‬ ‭ESV‬‬http://bible.com/59/jer.33.6-9,11,14-16

Hidden in Plain Sight

When I stopped at a QT (gas station) in Phoenix last year, the Holy Spirit drew my attention to a young man sitting on the ground outside the store. I watched him for a minute and tried to decide if he needed money, food or just someone to talk to him, but I wasn’t sure what to do, so I went inside the store.

As I was walking to the cashier I saw the young man was actually at the register talking to the worker now. I overheard the cashier telling the guy that he knew he was good, and that he trusted him. The guy was refilling a drink and letting him know that he had purchased the drink a few minutes earlier before the worker was there. The cashier was so kind and genuine to the guy that I was incredibly pleased to learn more about this situation.

When it was my turn to check out, I asked the cashier about the young man, and the cashier went on and on about what a great guy he was. He told me that the guy always gives everything he has away to anyone in need even though he is homeless and has no means to buy anything without people helping him. As he was sharing all of this, I turned to look behind me and apologize to the long line that formed behind me. When I looked at the people in line, I could see they had been listening to the conversation about the guy on the ground out front and it was clear that some of them were feeling very ashamed of the way they had never considered helping him, or what they had been thinking about the guy when they saw him.

I went to my car and saw the guy sitting on the ground in the same spot as before, so I went over and began talking to him. I asked him if he was hungry or needed anything. We ended up talking for over an hour. I was so amazed at the life of this young man who had overdosed on drugs at age 19, but was rescued by an angel that carried him from the place where he had collapsed and took him to Jesus.

It was the story of a lifetime that could change the world if they only heard it and realized how amazing our Lord is, but no one was going to be calling this man to appear on any television shows, because he was too humble and meek to call attention to himself. I could sense Jesus all over the guy and all of his characteristics were evidence that he had been with Jesus. It was so exciting for me to be able to meet someone that I could share some of my own experiences with, and not have to feel like I was trying to get attention, but just wanted to share and hear about someone else’s journey with Jesus.

I will never forget that guy, because he was more important to me than any famous person would ever be, and I would have given him my car and money for a hotel if he would have taken it, but he wasn’t interested in being taken captive by materialistic things and that was why he always gave everything away and only kept what was needed to survive. I know it might seem like it was no big deal to meet this man, but I tell you the truth when I say that he was a very rare jewel that God had kept hidden for Himself. He didn’t allow him to be pulled back into the world’s corruption but instead he taught him how to trust in God and what He would do for Him.

That was one of the precious and rare jewels that the Lord led me to find that year, and definitely one of my favorites. Young and wise and without being stained and defiled by the world. Yes, he had once been a drug dealer and overdosed at age 19, but he was the furthest thing from dead when I met him, and probably had more life than any person that would pass him going in and out of that convenience store each day.

God was making it convenient for people to see and help him, but many were purposely looking away to avoid having to help or speak to him. He said that God would tell him not to take anything from some people, and he knew who it was that would give him something before they would come over to him. I thought he would start to get discouraged if people continued to be rude and ignore him, but he said that Jesus always kept him in peace and prayers, and life was like an adventure every day.

How exciting to look at life in such a beautiful way when you have no home and no way of knowing how you will eat or shower each day! That is truly trusting God for all your needs. Most of us would be afraid to drive our car not knowing where we were going if God was trying to lead us to help someone, but this man had given all of himself to do and go wherever the Lord would instruct him. He said he was going back to Houston soon, and he did try to contact me once, but he didn’t have a phone and I couldn’t find him at the QT when I went back again, so I assume he left town and went on to teach others what it means to live free and full of life.

Jesus is life and if you are wondering why you have never met him or talked to him and had him respond, it might be that you have not humbled yourself to allow Him into your life. When you have everything, and nothing is broken or needing fixed as far as it looks on the surface, it might seem like the good life, but if I had never been crushed and afflicted, I would most likely still be blind and deaf to the Lord. It is worth losing everything if it means meeting Jesus and having Him as your closest friend! There is no amount of money or fame that can compare to the friendship of Jesus.

When The People Turn and Help Each Other, God is Pleased

“Is not this the fast that I choose: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the straps of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and to break every yoke? Is it not to share your bread with the hungry and bring the homeless poor into your house; when you see the naked, to cover him, and not to hide yourself from your own flesh?

Then shall your light break forth like the dawn, and your healing shall spring up speedily; your righteousness shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard.

Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer; you shall cry, and he will say, ‘Here I am.’ If you take away the yoke from your midst, the pointing of the finger, and speaking wickedness, if you pour yourself out for the hungry and satisfy the desire of the afflicted, then shall your light rise in the darkness and your gloom be as the noonday.

And the Lord will guide you continually and satisfy your desire in scorched places and make your bones strong; and you shall be like a watered garden, like a spring of water, whose waters do not fail.

And your ancient ruins shall be rebuilt; you shall raise up the foundations of many generations; you shall be called the repairer of the breach, the restorer of streets to dwell in.

“If you turn back your foot from the Sabbath, from doing your pleasure on my holy day, and call the Sabbath a delight and the holy day of the Lord honorable; if you honor it, not going your own ways, or seeking your own pleasure, or talking idly; then you shall take delight in the Lord, and I will make you ride on the heights of the earth; I will feed you with the heritage of Jacob your father, for the mouth of the Lord has spoken.””

‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭58:6-14‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Today is the Day of Salvation

What is freedom? Are we really understanding what it means to be the home of the free and the brave? We pledge and declare to be “…one nation under God indivisible, with liberty and justice for all” but the people all seem to be blind and without God’s Truth abiding in them.

Are we a nation locked up in fear of catching a virus? I understand that many have suffered greatly from the evil of this sickness, but we can see this virus completely removed from our nation and the nations of the world if we choose to believe in God’s Word.

We simply ask in prayer that our loving Heavenly Father step in and help us by breaking the stronghold of fear and sickness off the people right now. We ask in faith that our wonderful Jesus be glorified and honored by making his name and power known to the lost and to the afflicted lives suffering so terribly across the world right now.

There is a solution and it doesn’t require years to see it working. It is the Lord Jesus our righteousness and our mighty deliverer and savior of the world. Jesus is the solution to every problem and his free gift to us is himself. We are able to receive healing in our bodies and minds, as well as in our relationships, finances, and families. God is a restorer who already gave us the antidote for all of the evils of this world. Isaiah 9:6 “For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government shall be upon his shoulder, and his name shall be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.”

He has received the highest honor and glory for laying down his own life and taking upon his own body all the sins of the world. He was whipped and put to death on a cross while the Father turned away for that brief moment and Jesus was left completely alone and abandoned by all his friends, family and the Father. Jesus went to hell for three days so that no one would ever have to go there, but those who reject the love and mercy of God’s salvation will be eternally separated from the glorious presence of God that keeps us in health and perfects us in love. This is not for after we leave this earth. It is salvation for today! Today is the day of Salvation for all who have yet to receive it by faith in believing on Jesus as the Son of God who is able to save even to the outer most parts. Call upon his name and be saved! All who call on his name this day will receive the full salvation package and be restored to full health.

Believe in good and reject the evil! I don’t care what the experts say, no one is higher than God, so believe what He has already declared from the beginning! Peace, health, prosperity and a future that is good for those who choose to agree with Him. Agree with the devil and you will continue to have sickness, poverty and spiritual blindness.

Jesus didn’t die for his own sins, he gave his life for us to be set free! His one selfless act of obedience to the Father, made it possible for us to be given immunity from the punishment of our sins. He did it for all of the sinners, the rich, the poor, the addict, the businessman, the politician, the nurse, the police officer, the prostitute, the beggar, the Banker, the oppressed, the shamed and the outcast, and he did it so none of us would ever have to suffer that same punishment for sin again! God’s justice for all who choose to believe in Christ is ruled in our favor and we flourish in the Truth!

We are free when we know the Truth! Free from all that we formerly could not be free of in this life. It is a supernatural exchange when we receive Jesus as our Savior and Lord and we ask Him to come and live inside of us and take away all of our sins so we can live with him and never be locked out of eternal life and the blessing of God. We enter an eternal, unbreakable covenant of peace. We are reconciled back to our Heavenly Father and we are no longer a cast away drowning without a life preserver. We will not sink under the waves, because we now have the righteous right arm of God holding us up!

I don’t care what it looks like in the natural. If you will simply speak words that agree with God and not allow corrupt communication to flow from your lips, you will see the glory of God arise upon your life. Ask and you will receive, seek and you will find, knock and it will be opened! Believing God’s Word as your highest authority and eternal truth will keep you from sickness and evil.

God’s thoughts are only good about you, and His plans and purposes are always to build you up and make you stand strong in the Truth, so you are able to reign and rule in this earth and overcome the enemy. The blood of Jesus and the word of your transformational testimony of Jesus healing and delivering your life are the only keys you need to be an overcomer! Trust God and believe that Jesus is not only able to keep you from falling, but he will also teach you how to receive the love that perfects each of us to the highest realm of God’s glory.

It is truly a matter of BELIEVING God’s Word or rejecting it and accepting the lies of the one who came to kill, steal and destroy every man. Choose life by choosing to believe in Jesus! Read the Word of God and it will become your life and you will not be caught in the web of deception that the enemy has laid for those in darkness to be trapped.

God is good. God is love.

No one else is good apart from God. This is the Truth. If something is good, it is of God. If it is evil, it is not of God. Negativity-complaining, speaking words of hatred or death over people all from the realm of darkness. This is why you pray for all people and all nations. You bless and you don’t curse! Stop back biting others and start blessing and being obedient to God by loving Him and others.

He is Restoring us and Bringing Health and Healing

“Behold, I will bring to it health and healing, and I will heal them and reveal to them abundance of prosperity and security. I will restore the fortunes of Judah and the fortunes of Israel, and rebuild them as they were at first. I will cleanse them from all the guilt of their sin against me, and I will forgive all the guilt of their sin and rebellion against me. And this city shall be to me a name of joy, a praise and a glory before all the nations of the earth who shall hear of all the good that I do for them. They shall fear and tremble because of all the good and all the prosperity I provide for it.”

“Give thanks to the Lord of hosts, for the Lord is good, for his steadfast love endures forever!’ For I will restore the fortunes of the land as at first, says the Lord. “Thus says the Lord of hosts: In this place that is waste, without man or beast, and in all of its cities, there shall again be habitations of shepherds resting their flocks. In the cities of the hill country, in the cities of the Shephelah, and in the cities of the Negeb, in the land of Benjamin, the places about Jerusalem, and in the cities of Judah, flocks shall again pass under the hands of the one who counts them, says the Lord.”
‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭33:6-9, 11-13‬ ‭ESV‬‬

The Truth Will Set You Free

How hard the battles and times of testing have been, but do not give up and remain faithful even to death and you will receive the crown of life!
This world has worn many of God’s people down with sickness and suffering, but I am praying for a powerful refreshment of the Holy Spirit to come and restore us all again!
It is okay to ask God for answers when you don’t know what is happening, but don’t turn away and blame God for the suffering, because it is not His will.
We have the power of life and death in our mouths. When you speak love and life words you will see a new day that you can flourish and bloom into a hope-filled, faith abiding, child of God. If you need help, cry out for help, and for God’s sake, REPENT and stop trying to figure this world out without God’s help! You can’t fix this world with the carnal mind, nor can you overcome this world without being spirit born. It is time to celebrate, because our sins are forgiven through the sacrificial lamb of God, and all things are restored by declaring and believing in God’s Word.
but if we never knew what we lost or what Jesus provided, we will continue to live in defeat and despair, because the world has been in darkness and only those who come into the light are able to see what is true and what is falsehood.
Don’t let the powers of darkness deceive and destroy you or your family anymore! Call on the name of Jesus and BELIEVE that his love will carry you into the light of a new day.

The daylight is coming! Don’t give up on Love!

Transformation of A Nation


The link is to a video of a song that was used to promote the mini-series A.D. Please watch it, because it is a powerful message in itself.

I remember watching the television mini-series A.D. in 2015, and I fell in love with everything about Jesus and his disciples. I loved that they were willing to lay everything down to spread the Truth of God’s good news, and they were not going to let anything stop them from fulfilling the purpose Jesus had given them.

I was just learning the Bible at that time, so it was wonderful to see some of it in action through the mini-series which covered the book of Acts. I thought it was such a beautiful picture of what love should be, so I grabbed hold of that message and began living my life for the King of Kings.

I was so on fire for everything that I would learn each day in the scriptures and I had to share it with everyone!

I always thought “those people” the ones saying, “Jesus Loves you!” And going about all happy and peaceful we’re kind of annoying. There was no peace in my life before 2015, and I was on the misery train to hell. Complaining, ungrateful and never satisfied with anything, because it was never enough.

Things were totally different after watching that television series and turning my full attention to the Bible and wanting to actually understand it.

A shift took place in my life that was so powerful that the Lord told me it had caused a whirlwind.

How did that happen? I saw what Love truly is, and my heart melted into one that God could use for His works to manifest through. Not because I was perfect or knew everything, but because I found the Truth about what it means to Love others more than self. Nothing could deter me from loving and sharing all that I had.

I was determined to bring back that message of Love that was so raw, pure and holy that everyone was willing to give all they had to help their brothers and sisters, even at the cost of their own lives. I asked God how I could best share His love with a hurting and broken world, and He gave me the grace to begin praying fervently night and day for three years straight.

I thought it was just me, and that I somehow had some special love that was greater than most other people, because I was unable to ignore anyone in need, and it was so necessary for me to go out and help each day. I realized later that I had been transformed and was no longer the spoiled, all about me selfish person that I had been my whole life. I had become like the One that I was so focused on and couldn’t imagine ever doing even a day without Him.

I spent my days immersed in all that the Lord wanted to teach me. I had found my best friend and greatest delight and desire in Christ. I was so happy with just being with him each day, and I loved being led to find people that we would help each day. I truly have no idea how many people we have stopped and helped over the last five years, but I have many amazing testimonies about those individuals that changed my life forever.

To see through the eyes of love and understand the hurts and afflictions of others is a very humbling experience. I can say that I probably had as many tearful times as I did joyful, because the suffering of so many people was heartbreaking each day. I wanted them all healed and helped, but I know many of them were not changed the way that I had hoped they would be. I had to come to the place of understanding that not all people want to be healed, and not all people are able to accept that their is a God who loves them completely. I would feel the Father’s heart for these people living on the streets or stumbling around with no understanding of who they were and why God created them.

Most people that we helped were from the foster care system or had a horrific childhood that caused them to be alone and lost on the streets as young adults. Living on the streets was obviously not what any of them dreamed for their lives when they were children, but the world and their own families had left them rejected and seen as outcasts.

The issue of drugs impacted most of them, because that is what you do when you are broken and the devil slimes into your life to ensure further destruction that will keep these young adults from ever knowing how to have hope and see their dreams come to life. Most of them had no dreams anymore, and they had come to the place of acceptance with their lives being locked out of the world.

I love how Jesus always wants to save the people that no one else cares or shows compassion or any interest in them. Heroin addicts were some of the hardest people for me to leave on the streets, because I knew that if we didn’t get them help, they most likely would never be free.

I wish that I could say we changed the whole world my beautiful Savior and I, but it would be a far stretch to claim that I did anything but yield to the Lord. He did everything through me. As long as there was no fear in me, he could take over and do amazing things to help the broken people everyday. I was fearless because I knew it was all Jesus and I couldn’t fail or get hurt as long as He was in control.

I wouldn’t trade those days for anything! Some people might say it cost me greatly as far as giving up my own life, but I truly never had a life before I surrendered it to Jesus. I was just like every other wife and mother stuck cleaning for hours a day, and never having anything that could ever make me feel satisfied in life. The big house, nice cars and all that is supposed to be the “American Dream” always made me feel like I was living in a nightmare that I wanted so desperately to wake up from.

Jesus woke me up and it was the most amazing journey to freedom that I never imagined possible.

Life is what you make it, I made it difficult and empty, but God made a way to fill it with good things that renewed my youth and gave me eternal life in HD quality color and clarity.

I want to add that through every painful trial that I went through, the Lord always came powerfully through and many days He would simply wrap His arms around me and hold me as I would find myself sobbing and broken for my own mistakes in life and the injustices of the world that were so clear from a higher perspective. I wanted to fix everything, but God had a better plan. He wanted to allow all of the people to come to Him so they could become His partner and do their part.

I have sat and watched the thousands of prayers that He had me pray come to pass or begin to take shape, and there is a beautiful love that is happening through this whole covid 19 crisis. When all the masks finally come off, everyone will understand that they are no longer who they once were when they see their reflection in the mirror again.

“It is the Spirit that Gives Life, the Flesh is of No Value”


We Have It Inside!

When our hearts are offended and darkened or we are walking in unforgiveness that becomes bitterness of soul, we need God to help us break up that ground of our hearts so we can receive His Word and it is able to take root and grow up into a righteous plant that is able to grow good fruit that many can eat and be nourished. If we spend all our time trying to put seeds of Truth into the hearts that are hardened and full of thorns, we can expect a very small harvest later from those seeds planted in the weeds. But if we first pray and ask God to help open and heal the hearts including ours so that they are then ready and ripe soil that will receive the Truth and hold it in an upright heart that will mature into a beautiful harvest of righteousness for our community and nation to become strong and full of life! That life being the very life of Christ. Christ in us is the hope and glory that will make us shine brightly and cast out all darkness. They will know us by our love. So Love!

we need to BELIEVE and receive and be led to ALL Truth by the power of the Holy Spirit, so yes, it requires more than just a visit to the mega church to make it on faith right now! It takes union with God through the Holy Spirit leading us daily. If you seek, knock and ask, you will find an open door to receive the Holy Spirit!

Holy Fire to Ignite Us Again!

Journal Entry November 2019

Electrical storm is on the way!

Watch the skies and see the stripes during the time of planting, see the crossing signs when it is time to shift again.
Take the clouds to the ends of the promise land and see how many are cheering you through to VICTORY!!
No one is against you! They are all pulling for you to reach the top where you can see clearly.
There is only faith, hope and LOVE that can live here at this realm. Who believes what he has heard? Don’t doubt the Truth because the Truth is the only WAY to catch that glory bound train of believers!
Love can always be found, so run after LOVE with all of your heart and let go of your falsehoods that can’t satisfy you for even one dark night without Love on your side.
Today is the day of salvation! Ask and receive, and ALWAYS understand that our God is GOOD! He has planned a celebration station at every turn for this generation!!
No more fighting in the streets, no more helpless, no more homeless, no more bitter or broken cisterns, because we are ALL forgiven as soon as we make that call!!!
It’s not the glory that we are needing my dear beloved ones. It’s the Rock that keeps us aloft without fear of a great fall!
Let the worries go, and run after him with all of your heart this time!
Stop believing that it’s a race to compete and that you can find defeat! Believe that I am your VICTORY and I will never forsake those in my keep.

If you want to hear my voice, stop believing that you can’t hear it and start declaring my TRUE, SPIRIT LIFE WORDS.
“My sheep hear my voice…”
Know my voice! My voice is found in the pages of that GOOD NEWS BOOK!
Why would there be sorrow and bitterness when I ensured blessings for all who would run after me? 100 times back what they give up for my name’s sake in this lifetime!
What have you given up for me? Family? Prestige? Power? Honor by men?
You lost the world and gained the Eternal treasures of Heaven for all those that will believe and come to me. Corruption is not as obvious as it is after its impact destroys a generation.
You ask me to tell you things that you then conceal, but I truly have given you the pathway out of hell.
Live for true food, give your best to the least and the worst, and you will see the waves of mercy washing each life clean.
Shout out the victory and stand in my authority that you have been given.
If your faith won’t get you out of the pit, why haven’t you put your faith into the faithful and obedient Servant of ALL? Have faith in God and also Jesus Christ! Trust that God has made a way to keep you safe and He will hear your prayers and answer your cries for help.
Don’t believe that God is asking you to carry sickness or any other burden of evil. He said to cast your cares on him, because he cares for you. He wants to carry your heavy burdens so that you are free from worry, fear and stress, because those are the things that can cause suffering if you hold on to them.
Release the blessings oh Lord!

Stepping Out For Jesus

Two quick stories from my adventures with Jesus:

I heard about a teen girl that was really sick and maybe going to die in California a few years ago, so I hoped in my car and drove there alone on my birthday.

I showed up at the house and had never met any of them, but they asked me to come in and share with them what God had for them to hear.

I was totally freaked out and thought I was gonna be a big disappointment to that family, but Jesus is the healer and I just had to step out in faith and believe for her healing to manifest. She was healed and helping others a week later.

I went to the hospital about six months ago to pray for a man in icu that I didn’t even know his name, and I went alone because it was a friend’s brother and they said he was gonna die. I wasn’t even sure if I was praying over the right person that day, because no one was there but me and the nurse. I saw the life come back to him as I spoke to him while he was in the coma.
They tried to say he was going to be taken off life support a few days later, and I got mad and began crying out to God to save him!

I said, “God, you said that these signs would follow those who believe, they will lay hands on the sick and they will recover! I did that and I believe, so that man has to be healed, because it is written truth!”

I then added, “let him wake up and look right at his sister, so she knows they are not to pull that plug of life support!”

As I was speaking I felt something break, and my head was pulled upward as if to be looking into my Father’s face, and it was over. The man was healed immediately!
He did exactly what I prayed! He woke up and looked at his sister. The man is totally healed and left the hospital a week later.

God is good!

Eat and Live!

“This is the bread that comes down from heaven so that anyone may eat of it and not die. I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread he will live forever. The bread that I will give for the life of the world is my flesh.”

The one who eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in him.”
‭‭John‬ ‭6:50-51, 56‬ ‭CSB‬‬ https://www.bible.com/bible/1713/jhn.6.50-51,56.csb

Freedom from fear!
Freedom from sickness
Freedom from guilt and shame

Why Have We Fasted and Prayed with No Answer?


““Cry aloud; do not hold back; lift up your voice like a trumpet; declare to my people their transgression, to the house of Jacob their sins. Yet they seek me daily and delight to know my ways, as if they were a nation that did righteousness and did not forsake the judgment of their God; they ask of me righteous judgments; they delight to draw near to God. ‘Why have we fasted, and you see it not? Why have we humbled ourselves, and you take no knowledge of it?’ Behold, in the day of your fast you seek your own pleasure, and oppress all your workers.

Behold, you fast only to quarrel and to fight and to hit with a wicked fist.

Fasting like yours this day will not make your voice to be heard on high. Is such the fast that I choose, a day for a person to humble himself? Is it to bow down his head like a reed, and to spread sackcloth and ashes under him?

“Will you call this a fast, and a day acceptable to the Lord? “

“Is not this the fast that I choose: to loose the bonds of wickedness, to undo the straps of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and to break every yoke? Is it not to share your bread with the hungry and bring the homeless poor into your house; when you see the naked, to cover him, and not to hide yourself from your own flesh? Then shall your light break forth like the dawn, and your healing shall spring up speedily; your righteousness shall go before you; the glory of the Lord shall be your rear guard. Then you shall call, and the Lord will answer; you shall cry, and he will say, ‘Here I am.’ If you take away the yoke from your midst, the pointing of the finger, and speaking wickedness, if you pour yourself out for the hungry and satisfy the desire of the afflicted, then shall your light rise in the darkness and your gloom be as the noonday. And the Lord will guide you continually and satisfy your desire in scorched places and make your bones strong; and you shall be like a watered garden, like a spring of water, whose waters do not fail. And your ancient ruins shall be rebuilt; you shall raise up the foundations of many generations; you shall be called the repairer of the breach, the restorer of streets to dwell in. “If you turn back your foot from the Sabbath, from doing your pleasure on my holy day, and call the Sabbath a delight and the holy day of the Lord honorable; if you honor it, not going your own ways, or seeking your own pleasure, or talking idly;”

‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭58:1-13‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Rival Gangs in Cape Town Agreed to An Unprecedented Truce—and Together Bring Food to the Poor

Since violent crime has fallen by 75% amidst the COVID-19 outbreaks, a recent hunger project uniting 2 South African gangs is being hailed as a “miracle”.
— Read on http://www.goodnewsnetwork.org/rival-cape-town-gangs-agree-to-truce-so-they-can-bring-food-to-the-poor/

Purified Through Prayers

“”Arise, cry out in the night, at the beginning of the night watches! Pour out your heart like water before the presence of the Lord! Lift your hands to him for the lives of your children, who faint for hunger at the head of every street.””
Lamentations 2:19 ESV

I came across this scripture back in 2015, and I took it to heart. I began praying every night for hours and hours asking for God to help the children in the Arizona foster care system and those that were abused and taken into captivity by sex traffickers and other evils.

I prayed for every kid that I heard about and all those that I would never meet or know anything about. I prayed for their parents, their teachers, their futures, their safety, their dreams, their hearts and their souls. I prayed so much that God finally came and spoke to me to answer some of my prayers in my hearing.

He told me that all of my prayers had risen up and filled His bowl. He told me that I know longer needed to fear or fight this battle for the children alone, because He was arousing Himself and coming out to put an end to the things that were happening. He said that I would soon look up and there would be no more wickedness. He even assigned Angels that day to help me. He said that whatever I wanted to do and had been trying to do, but had been denied or blocked, would no longer be hindering me.

It was the greatest news that I ever received! I couldn’t wait to see how many kids would be saved and how much good would begin to happen in my state and nation.

To be continued….

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