When He called me His beloved and said He has loved me with an everlasting love, my heart melted and my soul was finally free. His words were more than just a kind gesture or compliment. His words were alive and they immediately took hold of my heart and cleansed me from every negative impurity.
I had never known such sweetness and genuine concern and love from anyone like He showed me. He was gentle and His tenderness made me trust Him without fear. I was finally at peace and nothing was more important to me than to be with Him and to live every moment focused on His love and sharing that same kindness and compassion to everyone I would be sent to help.
The days and nights all ran together. I remember there were even nights where it looked so bright outside that I couldn’t tell if it was morning or just the brightness of the Lord surrounding me. He was my every thought and I couldn’t separate myself from His heart if I tried, because I was so deeply woven into His heart and He in mine.
He asked me to get away alone with Him for awhile and I wasn’t sure what that meant, but once I gave everything in the world up and gave myself fully to His plan and pathway for my life, I never wanted to go back to the world again.
It was impossible to imagine fitting in with the people that were all too busy and blind or asleep to care about God’s heart and plans for this generation. The people were focused on all that I knew had no value and would never do or be enough to satisfy their souls like the love of the living God. I wanted to share everything that I was seeing and being taught each day by the Lord, but most of the people were not able to hear or accept it yet, so I spent two years separated from the world as I prayed for all that the Lord wanted to do to transform the people into a glorious and radiant bride that cared for what mattered to His heart and to love and devote all my time to worshiping the One who is worthy of all our praise.
He is my friend and my beloved.
It was the greatest, most awesome and incomparable experience that everyone should seek for themselves, because the Lord loves all of His creation.
I walked away from all the world offers to fall in love with the most beautiful and perfect love that is no longer a name or a hope of faith, but my reality forever and there is nothing better anywhere and there never will be.
He is worth it!! Even one day with Him would have been worth giving up a thousand career opportunities and all the money and fame in the world, because it is nothing anyway and everyone will some day understand that too.
His name is Jesus, and He is the Savior of the world for all who will call on Him and receive Him into their hearts and become a new creation through his Holy Spirit which is given to all BELIEVERS. If you believe and want to know Jesus, the Father and the Holy Spirit with experiential knowledge, ask God and know that He longs to manifest Himself to all that believe and belong to Him.
Don’t worry about your messed up life. He is the One that will make it all beautiful and give you purpose when you hand it over to Him and trust Him to take you on a new journey that will transform you and everyone you know.
Grace, Mercy & Miracles 