One time I asked God if it would be possible for me to speak blessings over the drivers on the freeway, and they would actually be blessed.
I started declaring blessings over the people everywhere I went and calling for divine protection over the roads and freeways. I wasn’t sure if those things were typical or something that God would respond to, but I found out quickly that it is our faith that He responds to and not our doubt and unbelief.
When I began praying fervently for everything that was not good to come into alignment with God’s Word, and I would call those things that are not, as though they are, those things would be corrected and manifest as I had declared and believed when I spoke.
When I would carry on conversations all day long with the Lord and treat Him as though He was always with me, I would always hear and feel Him with me.
When I got disappointed and discouraged and started to doubt and blame God for things, I suddenly felt like I had to find God. I no longer talked to Him like He was always there. I started acting like an unbeliever that needed to discover again who God is and who I am. All the amazing encounters and experiences that were so wonderful were always being overshadowed by hidden doubts and discouragement. I needed my heart to be cleansed again and my life to be fueled with faith and not fear.
It was a battle raging in my own thoughts that had to be conquered, because I was focusing on things that caused me to have doubts and to lose sight of the Truth.
I wanted to get back into that sweet place where I once lived in God’s heart, but my words were against me and my tongue was always speaking evil lies like, “I will never be able to …” or “No one will listen…”
I am sharing this, because it is not a good place to live when your mouth keeps speaking against the things that you are wanting to see.
It is a matter of agreeing with God’s Word about who He is and who He says we are, and not losing sight of the Truth. The world will always try to question what God has said or who God is, but when we make it up in our heart to reject all evil and accept only the good, we are children of God that can stand and speak forth words of life that will produce good.
God is good and He will always uphold all who are falling. It is good to trust God and not question his goodness, but reject all evil and praise God for giving you the power to destroy the darkness!