Grace, Mercy & Miracles

He overshadows me with his radiant majesty. He is pleasing beyond words. Nothing compares to the joy and delight he brings to my heart. There are no worldly things that can satisfy my soul but He alone is where I find all my desire and pleasures. He has created all things and He keeps every thing for its proper time of favor and love. Not all are ready for His love, so He patiently awaits there season of love with him. What a beautiful blessing it is to hear the voice of love call out our name to come away with him. I would not want to miss a moment in His presence. Blessed be the Father, son and Holy Spirit for they are my praise and constant exaltation. There is fullness of joy in His intoxicating presence and pleasures at his right hand forevermore!

It would have been impossible for me to believe that the Lord could love me like He does if I hadn’t turned aside to see and hear what He wanted to speak to me on the day the Holy Spirit took over my life. Before that I thought God was helping me by answering all of my prayers for the kids because He loved them, but I never thought that He could love me as His own child and that He could even be pleased with my life like He said to me that day, was the most bizarre and healing words that I could have been told. And when He went so far as to say that He has “loved me with an everlasting love” I was immediately released from years of fear and oppression that told me I was going to make God angry if I did or didn’t do things right. As He spoke my mind began pondering the words “everlasting love” and I felt His Love enter my heart right then and I believed all that He spoke and I was instantly a new creation that had never been before. Only the people who knew me back then could fully comprehend what took place with that one visitation that came with signs and wonders and was filled with intoxicating glory.

How deeply the Father loves us and how completely He gives all He has for us to rise up and walk in that higher realm of glory and peace that none can understand who live away from God, but all will discover as they begin to seek Him with their whole heart. It was so good and so drastically different than all I ever knew or thought before that day.

There was no more need to compete or to find fault with others, but there was a deep impartation of wisdom and grace that became my reality and the manifestation of Christ in me so great that it was no longer I, but Christ in me to work and will for His good pleasure.

It was a peace and a love so all consuming and glorious that even my closest friends and family who spoke evil about me and my love for the Lord, had no power to harm me. I was rejected everywhere and could only pray from afar about the things God wanted to bring about. I prayed 24/7 many weeks and sleep wasn’t even an issue because I never wanted to sleep with so much revelation pouring into me day and night as I stood at my post and worshipped the Lord with songs of His power and beauty.

There was no one too far gone or too scary to reach out to help. Even the most hated criminals were suddenly weeping like babies as I would talk to them drenched in that glorious love.

People would tell me that they wanted to end their lives before I showed up out of nowhere to help them. They didn’t know that they were loved so perfectly by God and that He was always open to hear their prayers for help. They would learn how nothing was impossible with God and no one was outside of His sight.

As the people would receive the good news of forgiveness and grace that was available for them to rise up in love, they were suddenly able to see that all the things that once hurt them were not God’s will, but they could see from His lens of mercy and redemption and begin to pray for the ones who hurt them to be forgiven and receive the only love that is able to transform the hardest of hearts and heal the deepest of wounds.

God is so good and faithful and desires for all to call on the name of Jesus and be saved from the deception of the falsehoods of who they are and who God really is.