Grace, Mercy & Miracles

Shortly after receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit I was on a trip and alone in my hotel room getting ready for bed and the Holy Spirit told me to look into my eyes in the mirror. So I began to look at my eyes and I saw something that I never expected. I saw two women evangelists who had great healing ministries that I had been watching on youtube a lot at that time. I was surprised and confused and figured it was time to get some sleep after traveling all day.

The next day was a big luncheon at our nations capital to honor the children who have lost their lives from abuse and neglect every day. I sat next to people that I didn’t know but they were friends of one of the women that I saw when I looked in my eyes the night before so we talked for awhile and then the man said, “So how long has Kathryn Kuhlman’s spirit been with you?” That was the other woman that I saw the night before in my eyes, and now I was seriously freaked out, because I was barely a baby yet in my new Christian walk, and I had only known that God was real after He spoke to me about my prayers that He answered and told me to pray bigger because He was doing more than saving one kid a day from abuse like I was asking.

I didn’t like that someone else’s spirit was with me, because it didn’t sound right from what little I knew about the scriptures at that point, so I later prayed and was told to devote myself to learning and seeking more about Jesus.

A few months later after just devouring the Word of God at least seven hours a day and listening to it while I slept even, the Holy Spirit told me to look in my eyes again. This time I saw Jesus. It was crazy amazing and I never told people about it, because I knew they would think I was crazy, and I was crazy over the top in love with Jesus! My life was so radically transformed that nothing else mattered to me but being with Jesus and going wherever He would lead.

That was the beginning of the best adventure anyone could ever dream or hope to have.

There is nothing that could ever steal my devotion from my love for the Lord. He was more real to me than my own family, and everything was with him and for him from then on.

My point in sharing that story was to help others understand that following Jesus and being fixed on him doesn’t look like chasing ministries or leaders or special teachings etc, but it means truly giving yourself fully to the Lord and being 100% fixed on Him!